Discovering Who I amI have been doing a lot of thinking this past week about a number of things but mainly about who I am. I am a rock chick, a country girl, someone who will listen, someone you can have crazy fun with because you know everyone is crazy even if they do not admit it. I am a 24 year old white girl, who is 5' 3" an average build. I have blue eyes, wear contacts, my hair is dirty blonde. I like anime/manga, I like to sing, read, write and draw. I am all this and more. To most who know me I am a girl and I like guys. That is not a lie but that is not the whole truth either. I am a girl who likes guys but I am also a girl who likes girls. Saying I am
RapeHe called me. He asked me to come over. I run down the hill. Go up a strangers driveway. Jumped the fence. Climbed down a tree. Enter the house through the back door. He erased my number from the phone. So no one will ever know he called me. The kisses. He asked. I said no. He asked again. I said no. Please. No. He continued to asked. I said no. Finally I quit arguing to shut him up. The pain. The pain you never forget. I remeber how much it hurt. Then he stopped. Why? I do not know. I will neve
So it Ends bythe final page is read, the book is closed, and blood is bleed, no life, no memories, no in between, life is gone, no emotion seen, gathered people, last goodbyes, Orphan boy departs, no family crys, friends shattered, lost inside, emotions battered, another ride, life changes, everyone follows the bends, for he is gone, and so it ends.
Darkness....Long ago, I worked and tried, To see myself, who I was inside. I walked and thought, Meditated on the answers I sought. Till one day with a mournful sigh, I focused, and used my inner eye. And when it worked, after an hour or a day, I looked inside, and began to pray. I saw the darkness welling within, Its source, hidden under the silent din. Seeing this I sat and cried, Till a friend came to my side. They told me what I should have known, That with friends you are never alone. The darkness may grow, and you will despair, But fear not, lov
~moonlightcrosser is feeling gloomy and maybe depressed. I believe she's in desperate need of some love and hugs.
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- Izzie Stevens once on Grey's anatomy
